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Erhu / Thursday, December 15, 2011 @ 12:35 AM
I went for my grade 5 Erhu exam last week, I gt the result ysd.. I gt merit.
I have mixed feelings though I think I should be happy abt it cuz nt many pple are able to get it. Somehow I think I don't feel that I deserve it, probably is my own expectation that make me feel that way, I know it's silly to think this way, bt I don't feel that stinge of happiness in me.. After the exam, I thought I really screw it ! My hand was trembling, shaking, my notes were nt clear at all, I missed out someparts, so it doesnt make much sense to me that I obtain it.
Anyway, cert isn't impt, I just want to exceed my own capability, and I know I'm not there yet. I still have lots to learn and to overcome my weakness!
I'll try harder! Anyway, here's a quote: expectation leads to disappointment, bt w/o expectation, there is no satisfaction.
That's all for now..
Been tired these days, slept and slept..
I need to study !
I went for my grade 5 Erhu exam last week, I gt the result ysd.. I gt merit.
I have mixed feelings though I think I should be happy abt it cuz nt many pple are able to get it. Somehow I think I don't feel that I deserve it, probably is my own expectation that make me feel that way, I know it's silly to think this way, bt I don't feel that stinge of happiness in me.. After the exam, I thought I really screw it ! My hand was trembling, shaking, my notes were nt clear at all, I missed out someparts, so it doesnt make much sense to me that I obtain it.
Anyway, cert isn't impt, I just want to exceed my own capability, and I know I'm not there yet. I still have lots to learn and to overcome my weakness!
I'll try harder! Anyway, here's a quote: expectation leads to disappointment, bt w/o expectation, there is no satisfaction.
That's all for now..
Been tired these days, slept and slept..
I need to study !
