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Fears / Tuesday, December 20, 2011 @ 12:02 AM
I can't overcome them, it just happen again and again.
I can't overcome them, it just happen again and again.
/ Saturday, December 17, 2011 @ 11:40 AM
Been busy lately, not studying but other things.. Being busy makes me think lesser, which is good, so that I won't overthink.. I shall bury myself in the busy world to nt think so much .. Hahaha!!! Gd thing yeah! Keeping bz really Kept unwanted stuffs out of my head.
Been busy lately, not studying but other things.. Being busy makes me think lesser, which is good, so that I won't overthink.. I shall bury myself in the busy world to nt think so much .. Hahaha!!! Gd thing yeah! Keeping bz really Kept unwanted stuffs out of my head.
Erhu / Thursday, December 15, 2011 @ 12:35 AM
I went for my grade 5 Erhu exam last week, I gt the result ysd.. I gt merit.
I have mixed feelings though I think I should be happy abt it cuz nt many pple are able to get it. Somehow I think I don't feel that I deserve it, probably is my own expectation that make me feel that way, I know it's silly to think this way, bt I don't feel that stinge of happiness in me.. After the exam, I thought I really screw it ! My hand was trembling, shaking, my notes were nt clear at all, I missed out someparts, so it doesnt make much sense to me that I obtain it.
Anyway, cert isn't impt, I just want to exceed my own capability, and I know I'm not there yet. I still have lots to learn and to overcome my weakness!
I'll try harder! Anyway, here's a quote: expectation leads to disappointment, bt w/o expectation, there is no satisfaction.
That's all for now..
Been tired these days, slept and slept..
I need to study !
I went for my grade 5 Erhu exam last week, I gt the result ysd.. I gt merit.
I have mixed feelings though I think I should be happy abt it cuz nt many pple are able to get it. Somehow I think I don't feel that I deserve it, probably is my own expectation that make me feel that way, I know it's silly to think this way, bt I don't feel that stinge of happiness in me.. After the exam, I thought I really screw it ! My hand was trembling, shaking, my notes were nt clear at all, I missed out someparts, so it doesnt make much sense to me that I obtain it.
Anyway, cert isn't impt, I just want to exceed my own capability, and I know I'm not there yet. I still have lots to learn and to overcome my weakness!
I'll try harder! Anyway, here's a quote: expectation leads to disappointment, bt w/o expectation, there is no satisfaction.
That's all for now..
Been tired these days, slept and slept..
I need to study !
Future / Wednesday, December 14, 2011 @ 6:08 PM
Seriously, at this age like 19 or older, one should have aims already. Its time to wake up from ur dreamland and face reality, until now, if u do not have any future goals how to succeed? There isnt much time to be wasted anymore. if there are no aims in life, how to succeed..i learnt a lot through the talk ysd, and from friends... our career lies in our hands.
to those still living in their own dreamland, wake up!
im on my way to face it! and i know what i want.
Seriously, at this age like 19 or older, one should have aims already. Its time to wake up from ur dreamland and face reality, until now, if u do not have any future goals how to succeed? There isnt much time to be wasted anymore. if there are no aims in life, how to succeed..i learnt a lot through the talk ysd, and from friends... our career lies in our hands.
to those still living in their own dreamland, wake up!
im on my way to face it! and i know what i want.
Recently I've gt extremely fast heartbeat~ / Monday, December 12, 2011 @ 11:49 PM
Motivation / @ 11:35 PM
I seriously have ZERO motivation, someone out there please motivate me to study, I just feel tired of everything. I love school life a lot, so much more then working. Who doesn't wish to stop at this age, and enjoy life with friends. It's great to go out with them have fun, awesome times!
I should start soon, I hope! Bt I'm having the Xmas mood and new yr mood..
Maybe I should try studying at starbucks or something, seems so motivating to study there, cuz I always see pple there doing things diligently haha!
Jiayou!! がんばって
I seriously have ZERO motivation, someone out there please motivate me to study, I just feel tired of everything. I love school life a lot, so much more then working. Who doesn't wish to stop at this age, and enjoy life with friends. It's great to go out with them have fun, awesome times!
I should start soon, I hope! Bt I'm having the Xmas mood and new yr mood..
Maybe I should try studying at starbucks or something, seems so motivating to study there, cuz I always see pple there doing things diligently haha!
Jiayou!! がんばって
Friends / @ 11:24 PM
What are true friends? Seriously, I don't get it at all.
It's easy to make friends, but true friends are hard to come.
Do you have a friend that stays by you when u are lonely, sad, happy, disappointed, etc etc..
Sadly to say, I Donno if I have one. I mean, they are good friends, but ~
As we all know the sayings, can have many friends but not all are true.
It's a sensitive topic I know it, but bear with me.
Sometimes I feel cheated though.. I Donno if cuz I'm nice to bully or what... Hope to be stronger though, then pple won't step on my toes. Haha, but what to do, after stepping it, I'll recover and pretend nth has happen.
Everyone will meet his or her true friend one day, I'm waiting for them to appear.
Anyway, everyone has their own definition of true friends, that's mine. So hopefully no one will misunderstand what im trying to portray out there..
Wish me luck! Haha~
What are true friends? Seriously, I don't get it at all.
It's easy to make friends, but true friends are hard to come.
Do you have a friend that stays by you when u are lonely, sad, happy, disappointed, etc etc..
Sadly to say, I Donno if I have one. I mean, they are good friends, but ~
As we all know the sayings, can have many friends but not all are true.
It's a sensitive topic I know it, but bear with me.
Sometimes I feel cheated though.. I Donno if cuz I'm nice to bully or what... Hope to be stronger though, then pple won't step on my toes. Haha, but what to do, after stepping it, I'll recover and pretend nth has happen.
Everyone will meet his or her true friend one day, I'm waiting for them to appear.
Anyway, everyone has their own definition of true friends, that's mine. So hopefully no one will misunderstand what im trying to portray out there..
Wish me luck! Haha~
Argh! / @ 12:25 AM
Can't stand it anymore! I seriously need to shout it all out!!! Haiz.
What am I suppose to do now?!
Can't stand it anymore! I seriously need to shout it all out!!! Haiz.
What am I suppose to do now?!
/ Sunday, December 11, 2011 @ 1:11 AM
I going crazy if I keep thinking about it... Even though the obvious lies before me.
Song: Can't fight this feeling any longer- by glee
It's a nice song...
I going crazy if I keep thinking about it... Even though the obvious lies before me.
Song: Can't fight this feeling any longer- by glee
It's a nice song...
/ @ 12:27 AM
Just wanna say chances are not always there for u, is how u are going to grab that chance be it it's a second or minute or even hours..
I believe I'm going to give up that chance, to seek another one.. Cuz i don't have that chance anymore.
Just wanna say chances are not always there for u, is how u are going to grab that chance be it it's a second or minute or even hours..
I believe I'm going to give up that chance, to seek another one.. Cuz i don't have that chance anymore.
Wedding~ / @ 12:23 AM
All weddings I attended so far made me feel very touched by their words of appreciation, and the love they have for each other..
It's amazing to see my cousins starting a new life ahead..
Today's wedding is awesome, with so many pple and nice ambience.. Plus nice food.
Don't u ever wonder how would yours be like in future.. ?
All weddings I attended so far made me feel very touched by their words of appreciation, and the love they have for each other..
It's amazing to see my cousins starting a new life ahead..
Today's wedding is awesome, with so many pple and nice ambience.. Plus nice food.
Don't u ever wonder how would yours be like in future.. ?
=.=''' / Saturday, December 10, 2011 @ 2:56 PM
1st time see such selfish pple.. To think that I treat u so well..
Irritating !!!!
It's just a simple task.
I'm trying !
1st time see such selfish pple.. To think that I treat u so well..
Irritating !!!!
It's just a simple task.
I'm trying !
=.='mm / @ 2:56 PM
/ @ 10:54 AM
Blog is not considered as diary, can't really put down what I feel, have to use other resources.. Haha, trying to search for 1.
Blog is not considered as diary, can't really put down what I feel, have to use other resources.. Haha, trying to search for 1.
Dreams / @ 10:44 AM
Dreams are pretty amazing... My dream is weird and funny, it feels like an untold story, probably if I slept longer I would have known the ending.
Here it goes:
there is this particular grandma and grandson selling noodles der.. Then the scene changed to some dark area like in YJ Ava rm, my friend say he cold, so I go to my cupboard (ridiculous) and get a cardigan for him.. I can't rmb how he looks like le.. Actually this is all i can rmb.
Weird~
I still feel tired as usual, slacking as usual.
Somewhat I think u know what I'm thinking, but I'm trying hard not to let u know what I'm thinking.
Haha!
Dreams are pretty amazing... My dream is weird and funny, it feels like an untold story, probably if I slept longer I would have known the ending.
Here it goes:
there is this particular grandma and grandson selling noodles der.. Then the scene changed to some dark area like in YJ Ava rm, my friend say he cold, so I go to my cupboard (ridiculous) and get a cardigan for him.. I can't rmb how he looks like le.. Actually this is all i can rmb.
Weird~
I still feel tired as usual, slacking as usual.
Somewhat I think u know what I'm thinking, but I'm trying hard not to let u know what I'm thinking.
Haha!
Dreams / @ 10:44 AM
Courage! / @ 1:31 AM
Ops! I ate durian at this hour! :X / @ 1:10 AM
Hunting day! / @ 1:04 AM
Haha today went hunting for presents!
I didn't expect that we managed to choose it very quickly..
Yoshinoya for dinner + dessert at food opera
Grace-> (おいしい) hahaha!!!! Joke.
This week passes very quickly, although it's over, bt the music still lies in my head, and I'm still listening to those songs..
Memories~
Busy day Tml and Sunday!!!
Haha today went hunting for presents!
I didn't expect that we managed to choose it very quickly..
Yoshinoya for dinner + dessert at food opera
Grace-> (おいしい) hahaha!!!! Joke.
This week passes very quickly, although it's over, bt the music still lies in my head, and I'm still listening to those songs..
Memories~
Busy day Tml and Sunday!!!
Maybe you knew it long ago! / Friday, December 9, 2011 @ 10:28 AM
I didnt regret / @ 2:34 AM
Joining aikido is super duper fun! Didn't regret it, one day I will be able to master my rolling..
Tiring day always!
I think my metalbolism rate also increase le, I get hungry very soon.
Happy that I can see my colleagues again, ever since my last day at work.
Had thunder tea rice for lunch:)
They also bought Royce choc..
Thanks lots guys!!!
I appreciate it a lot.
Joining aikido is super duper fun! Didn't regret it, one day I will be able to master my rolling..
Tiring day always!
I think my metalbolism rate also increase le, I get hungry very soon.
Happy that I can see my colleagues again, ever since my last day at work.
Had thunder tea rice for lunch:)
They also bought Royce choc..
Thanks lots guys!!!
I appreciate it a lot.
