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Fears / Tuesday, December 20, 2011 @ 12:02 AM
I can't overcome them, it just happen again and again.
I can't overcome them, it just happen again and again.
/ Saturday, December 17, 2011 @ 11:40 AM
Been busy lately, not studying but other things.. Being busy makes me think lesser, which is good, so that I won't overthink.. I shall bury myself in the busy world to nt think so much .. Hahaha!!! Gd thing yeah! Keeping bz really Kept unwanted stuffs out of my head.
Been busy lately, not studying but other things.. Being busy makes me think lesser, which is good, so that I won't overthink.. I shall bury myself in the busy world to nt think so much .. Hahaha!!! Gd thing yeah! Keeping bz really Kept unwanted stuffs out of my head.
Erhu / Thursday, December 15, 2011 @ 12:35 AM
I went for my grade 5 Erhu exam last week, I gt the result ysd.. I gt merit.
I have mixed feelings though I think I should be happy abt it cuz nt many pple are able to get it. Somehow I think I don't feel that I deserve it, probably is my own expectation that make me feel that way, I know it's silly to think this way, bt I don't feel that stinge of happiness in me.. After the exam, I thought I really screw it ! My hand was trembling, shaking, my notes were nt clear at all, I missed out someparts, so it doesnt make much sense to me that I obtain it.
Anyway, cert isn't impt, I just want to exceed my own capability, and I know I'm not there yet. I still have lots to learn and to overcome my weakness!
I'll try harder! Anyway, here's a quote: expectation leads to disappointment, bt w/o expectation, there is no satisfaction.
That's all for now..
Been tired these days, slept and slept..
I need to study !
I went for my grade 5 Erhu exam last week, I gt the result ysd.. I gt merit.
I have mixed feelings though I think I should be happy abt it cuz nt many pple are able to get it. Somehow I think I don't feel that I deserve it, probably is my own expectation that make me feel that way, I know it's silly to think this way, bt I don't feel that stinge of happiness in me.. After the exam, I thought I really screw it ! My hand was trembling, shaking, my notes were nt clear at all, I missed out someparts, so it doesnt make much sense to me that I obtain it.
Anyway, cert isn't impt, I just want to exceed my own capability, and I know I'm not there yet. I still have lots to learn and to overcome my weakness!
I'll try harder! Anyway, here's a quote: expectation leads to disappointment, bt w/o expectation, there is no satisfaction.
That's all for now..
Been tired these days, slept and slept..
I need to study !
Future / Wednesday, December 14, 2011 @ 6:08 PM
Seriously, at this age like 19 or older, one should have aims already. Its time to wake up from ur dreamland and face reality, until now, if u do not have any future goals how to succeed? There isnt much time to be wasted anymore. if there are no aims in life, how to succeed..i learnt a lot through the talk ysd, and from friends... our career lies in our hands.
to those still living in their own dreamland, wake up!
im on my way to face it! and i know what i want.
Seriously, at this age like 19 or older, one should have aims already. Its time to wake up from ur dreamland and face reality, until now, if u do not have any future goals how to succeed? There isnt much time to be wasted anymore. if there are no aims in life, how to succeed..i learnt a lot through the talk ysd, and from friends... our career lies in our hands.
to those still living in their own dreamland, wake up!
im on my way to face it! and i know what i want.
Recently I've gt extremely fast heartbeat~ / Monday, December 12, 2011 @ 11:49 PM
Motivation / @ 11:35 PM
I seriously have ZERO motivation, someone out there please motivate me to study, I just feel tired of everything. I love school life a lot, so much more then working. Who doesn't wish to stop at this age, and enjoy life with friends. It's great to go out with them have fun, awesome times!
I should start soon, I hope! Bt I'm having the Xmas mood and new yr mood..
Maybe I should try studying at starbucks or something, seems so motivating to study there, cuz I always see pple there doing things diligently haha!
Jiayou!! がんばって
I seriously have ZERO motivation, someone out there please motivate me to study, I just feel tired of everything. I love school life a lot, so much more then working. Who doesn't wish to stop at this age, and enjoy life with friends. It's great to go out with them have fun, awesome times!
I should start soon, I hope! Bt I'm having the Xmas mood and new yr mood..
Maybe I should try studying at starbucks or something, seems so motivating to study there, cuz I always see pple there doing things diligently haha!
Jiayou!! がんばって
Friends / @ 11:24 PM
What are true friends? Seriously, I don't get it at all.
It's easy to make friends, but true friends are hard to come.
Do you have a friend that stays by you when u are lonely, sad, happy, disappointed, etc etc..
Sadly to say, I Donno if I have one. I mean, they are good friends, but ~
As we all know the sayings, can have many friends but not all are true.
It's a sensitive topic I know it, but bear with me.
Sometimes I feel cheated though.. I Donno if cuz I'm nice to bully or what... Hope to be stronger though, then pple won't step on my toes. Haha, but what to do, after stepping it, I'll recover and pretend nth has happen.
Everyone will meet his or her true friend one day, I'm waiting for them to appear.
Anyway, everyone has their own definition of true friends, that's mine. So hopefully no one will misunderstand what im trying to portray out there..
Wish me luck! Haha~
What are true friends? Seriously, I don't get it at all.
It's easy to make friends, but true friends are hard to come.
Do you have a friend that stays by you when u are lonely, sad, happy, disappointed, etc etc..
Sadly to say, I Donno if I have one. I mean, they are good friends, but ~
As we all know the sayings, can have many friends but not all are true.
It's a sensitive topic I know it, but bear with me.
Sometimes I feel cheated though.. I Donno if cuz I'm nice to bully or what... Hope to be stronger though, then pple won't step on my toes. Haha, but what to do, after stepping it, I'll recover and pretend nth has happen.
Everyone will meet his or her true friend one day, I'm waiting for them to appear.
Anyway, everyone has their own definition of true friends, that's mine. So hopefully no one will misunderstand what im trying to portray out there..
Wish me luck! Haha~
